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Now write to me, now write back to me
It's the last time I waste more ink on you
I think you're trying to come back to destroy me
And what you do in my life is not let me be happy

I can say I miss you
But I don't feel like it
I can say I love you
But anyways won't it

If from my house to yours it took 15 minutes
It felt like 40 because I stopped to cry
In this relationship stuff, I'm not clever
If you fell into my arms when I started to sing

I wish this song was saying that I loved you
But after writing 10 of those, I can't do it anymore
I ask you to leave and not come back into my life
And if you come back, stay far away because I want to look at the sea

To an unknown point without thinking of you
I don't even want to be your friend, rest in me
We've been through rough times without thinking of the end
But that end came, the story ended like this
You're right, I've always been childish
I've cried for someone who didn't want me

I don't know if you only wanted me for a while
Or if you're the reason I no longer sing with joy
I've moved on from you but I keep writing to you
And I write because I know you're listening
I don't want your words or your regrets
Promised kisses that ended up suffocating

And it seems you like seeing me this broken
If not, I can't find excuses for your actions
It's normal for time to be marked by the clock
Another shot down with the excuse of a cough
I'm not comfortable with myself

And my life is based on simple egocentrism
Not the one I can feel for myself
But the one around me, there's no one different
I want to find a person who is different, yeah
Who doesn't get along with people
Who I look in the eyes and their innocence lies to me

Let's forge our indecipherable future
I want to see the train pass together on the platform
I don't want to land, let's give 100%
Let's walk to think about yesterday
I just want to finish this loop over and over again
Many people listen to me but I feel alone

I remember when I made hoops with the bao
Everyone going for the ball to see who starts the chaos
The innocence that left without warning
And my lungs are black from the cigarette afterwards

Not from sex but from seeing you
I remember when you left because you didn't want to see me
And I looked back in case you turned around with luck
I can say I miss you
But I don't feel like it
I can say I love you
But anyways won't it