Kurt Cobain

It's been a while
It's been a while

Of me singing some tears on a sad beat
Of me using our story to make a hit
Of me making another sad song to get on a playlist
The bitterness in my chest I pretend doesn't exist

No one is born with more bad luck in luck than me
I went out with death and she got sad
Whoever possessed me a few months ago
With the idea of taking my peace, I'm sure they regret it

Because my body is dead, my soul is empty
My heart is rotten, they're creating a monster
Everything I show, the purge is done
And a damn pain just because you're not by my side

What a mess, more crap, shitty life
Fire in the weed and some comments complaining about the stuff

Respect my noise
That's the only thing I'm proud of
And speaking of pride
We both have a lot
Let's fuck a lot
To forget all this shit

I slap your ass out of stubbornness
Crying for you at night, thinking of you during the day
Does anything in this world numb this pain?

I'll grab a kunk punk
Copy Lil Pump's flows
If I let myself, I'll risk some funk
All to make money

I'll blow it all on brothels
Car, drugs, and some cool kits

In the end, I'll think of you
And I'll cry just the same

I haven't even reached the top but I already understand my heroes
The pocket may sustain but the heart destroys
Anguish eats me up and I'm lost
I'm broke and without you
I'm way more than fucked

I'll tattoo my face
The needle burning me
For moments it makes
Me not think of you

The hard part is when you look at me
Your gaze killing me
For moments it makes
Me only think of you

So get out of here
Since you want to fly
Flap your wings
I'm opening your cage

But there was never a cage
You were always free
You didn't fly because you never wanted to leave

The night disturbs me, I don't feel well
I hope I reach nirvana and not be another Cobain

Left home, but knows these fights are for nothing
And now, who pays? But knows that without us, the two of us are nothing