MI MENTE

I would have liked
That just when things were bad
You would have asked me
Hey, how are you?

I would have been calmed too
By a shoulder to cry on
But I was so trapped
In my dark reality

If it's a hidden wound, don't leave me aside
Even though I'm smiling now, I'm not okay
If you look into my eyes, you'll see the damage
Sometimes hides beneath the skin

I don't live in the future or the past
I just feel an emptiness and I don't know why
I have everything I've ever dreamed of
But still, it's not enough

It's all in my mind

It would have helped me too
To have a friend to call
But I stayed silent
I never knew how to talk about this

Life isn't meant to be understood
But to be lived
And when I forget this
Is when I suffer the most
I get stuck in loops I don't want to enter
And the same shit torments me
I want to escape

From the one who tells me I can't
From the barriers I've put up myself
If I become friends with myself maybe
I can protect myself from my demons

I have so much mental noise that I can't even focus
When I try to think and even though I was fine yesterday
Today suddenly I'm not
On those days where everything affects me

I ask for patience
My questions have no answers
And accepting that sometimes is hard for me
How do I get out of this maze
If I'm the one closing the door

But I know I'm not different
If people suffer from the same
I just want to believe that next time staying silent won't be enough
It's all in my mind

We'll meet again
We'll sing again
And from up high we'll laugh
We'll meet again

We'll heal again
And from up high we'll smile
We'll meet again
We'll shine again
And from up high we'll laugh