niño, (feat. Muelas De Gallo)

Life is a beast that is slowly killing me
And I don't know what will happen after
Everything is done and I have nothing else to do

It's this bad idea that nothing could make me better
What I did no longer means anything if in the end I feel bad
Everything I think will one day kill me

I want to hug myself
And then tell myself that I'll be okay
Like when I was a child who in the end didn't know
The life he wanted was not what he believed

How much I wish this would stop happening
Calm that beast down and be able to change my life
I tried so many things to try to calm it down
And no matter how hard I try, I can't anymore
I can't anymore, I can't anymore

What is life about if there is no pain?
Why do I spend my time avoiding it?
I want to think that tomorrow will be better
My inner voice shouting that everything is fine
Calm down, breathe, you can fall
Now look up, enjoy the good things life has
Let the feeling decide

Between systoles and diastoles
Waiting for the catastrophe
Sitting under the trees
Hug me and restore my faith
Let's talk about what has already been
Stay and have another coffee
You came from the past to see
And I showed you why

Crying, I approached the mirror and saw myself from afar
Memories of other times
Movies in black and white
The mind and its tangles
I drink until I get drunk
I want to overcome the fear
I must trust again

But here we are alone like rooftop dogs
With our hearts in ruins, egos trample us
And they walk around as if they own the place
That's why everything I think will one day kill me