Una Amistad

I know it's wrong
I can't do more
I got used to my loneliness

If I lose it's fine
If I win it's impossible
That it was me

I want to complain
It scares me to talk
I prefer their friendship more

And to be alone again
And it hurts so much enmity
So much that I've kept quiet because
No, it's not normal
And it was my comfort

How many things I need
To be a nice family
Look back and believe that
Everything I did is good
I have to change
My priorities are different
I know what I have to do
I have to trust

Overthinking
It's hard for me to accept
That I never knew how to talk
My role here was
Being another obstacle
Very easy to overcome
I thought that's how I would be happy
And face loneliness
I was so wrong

Why would they approach
The stone-hearted rabbit
Who will care
That I need a hug

Everything that has already been said
Holds me back from being more open
I want to be able
And for people to forget everything
I must overcome
The fears of making friends
I have to do what needs to be done
And ask for forgiveness

It's hard to apologize for all the wrong
I know there are many
Who won't want to talk to me
Still, I learned that
Today I have to ask for forgiveness
To finally
Live
In peace

How many things I need
To be a nice family
Look back and believe that
Everything I did is good
I have to change, my priorities are different
I know what I have to do
I have to trust
I have to do what needs to be done
And ask for forgiveness
That a friend, in the end
Is more than a friendship