No Sabía Cuánto (part. Michelle Maciel)

A drunk kiss and I got hooked
And even though you didn't even notice me, I got traumatized
I was shy, but still I talked to you
We connected so much that night I knew

You're going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much, I thought: It wasn't that bad
And I messed up so bad
But if I can, I'll come back, just to give you one last kiss

I wanted to tell you everything I feel
But I stayed silent out of fear you'd think I'm intense
I have little to offer, mom lent me the car
The times we saw each other, flowers were never missing

Songs I dedicated to you on a burned CD
You and me on the sidewalk, drinking beers and talking

You didn't want me, I always knew
I always dreamed you'd invite me to take you to the supermarket
And take our dogs for a walk
But seeing you drunk, I had to settle

They never existed
The Sundays with an apron and Mondays sleeping in
The Tuesdays with dinner and drinks, Wednesdays Netflix and chill
The Thursdays being lazy and not going out
Why didn't anyone warn me?

You're going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much, I thought: It wasn't that bad
And I messed up so bad
But if I can, I'll come back, just to give you one last kiss

I wanted to tell you everything I feel
But I stayed silent out of fear you'd think I'm intense

Every notification excites me a lot
Because I think it's you, dedicating me a song
A vicious circle that has me staring at the ceiling
Telling myself: It's the dumbest thing you've done

And if I see you again, I'll get my hopes up again
That's why I say no when they invite me to drink
And I know myself well, I can't hide
That if I see you with someone, I know I'll get mad

You're going to hurt me
But I didn't know how much, I thought: It wasn't that bad
And I messed up so bad
But if I can, I'll come back, just to give you one last kiss