Yo Soñé

I am
one of those who think
that silence is
the gift of harmony
I am one of those who kill
resentments and forget them
the next day I am not
one who points
and keeps
mistreated experiences
I usually live day by day
I don't believe in fairy tales
when I surrender
I have the habit of
surrendering body and soul
I start to see that giving myself so much
I have worn out hope
I keep love and
hope to
fight against my mind
I always confront
my past and you won over my present

I dreamed that you loved me
I dreamed that you adored me
but I saw it was a lie
that even in dreams you deceived me

You are one of those
who throw the stone
and always hide the hand
you have the role of the good one
you give me the role of the villain
if you have to kiss me
you always kiss where
the one who sells kisses
you deliver me, you whip me,
you judge my conscience
in the mind with how simple
and easy it would be
to love each other madly
laugh, feel, love, dream,
think that I love you blindly
but you insist on walling yourself off
to stop my intentions
and I keep turning my head
to reach conclusions

I dreamed that you loved me
I dreamed that you adored me
but I saw it was a lie
that even in dreams you deceived me

I'm tired of spinning
like a ferris wheel
I'm tired of living
the same story
I'm tired of dancing
the same dance
and living waiting for the air

I dreamed that you loved me
I dreamed that you adored me
but I saw it was a lie
that even in dreams you deceived me