San Andrés

Being alone I find myself

It's hard to meditate when there are many people
I knelt to open my mind
Been a long time being a regular
And I want to cool my soul that ignites

Because of so much evil that surrounds me
So many demons that chase me
A shark always surfs the tide
And turns into haze so no one sees

It's not normal and you don't notice because you don't see me
Every brain has a San Andrés fault
Sorry if I treat you without interest
But sometimes I feel the world is upside down

I seek harmony and don't find it
There's no peace here, only torment I hear
I want to get rid of everything I carry inside
And you'd go crazy if one day I tell you

Love has broken my heart
And from a friend I received betrayal
Problems that I feel have no solution
The only one who speaks to me is God and He does it through a vision

But sometimes I feel He forgets about me
I fill myself with situations that usually destroy me
Many scripts in my life that don't let me flow
And even if you don't believe it, sometimes I don't even want to exist

But just as there is sadness, there is joy

Which with a strange gesture brighten my day
For example, my mom I know is only mine
And even though she's 24, her love warms me

And I feel like just another puppet in this world
A lonely cowboy without direction
I hope it's a deep dream
And when I open my eyes, I'm blessed by the Almighty God
Take me out of this filthy world
I know sometimes I'm very irate
And with partying and sadness and in tears I flood

Being alone I find myself
Being alone I find myself

Sometimes I want to escape reality
Well, if you can call it reality
But in reality, in this reality
The world deteriorates and in reality

And I prefer
To live in my dreams
I'm the owner of them
I do what I want and if I want I see the world in a different way

Among so many things that surround me
They make me unbalance
I'm trapped in my head
Even if I do what I want while being free