Autorretrato

El Kanka's song 'Autorretrato' is a deeply introspective and candid self-portrait that delves into the artist's identity, insecurities, and personal journey. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a man who is acutely aware of his flaws and strengths, presenting himself with a blend of humility and self-acceptance. The song begins with El Kanka describing himself as a child who grew up to become a singer, albeit one who sings 'very regular.' This self-deprecating humor sets the tone for the rest of the song, where he continues to reveal various facets of his personality and life experiences.

The artist reflects on his origins, mentioning his Malagueño roots and the significant step of leaving his hometown. This departure symbolizes a broader journey of self-discovery and the pursuit of truth, as he mentions looking at the sea and seeking some form of truth while drowning his shyness. El Kanka's admission of being 'medio sincero' (half sincere) and his struggle with faith and fear of flying further highlight his internal conflicts and vulnerabilities. Despite these struggles, he asserts that he is 'the best he can be,' a recurring theme that underscores his acceptance of his imperfect self.

In the latter part of the song, El Kanka delves deeper into his psyche, describing himself as someone who avoids looking in the mirror and hides behind his guitar. This metaphor of the guitar as a shield reveals his discomfort with self-reflection and his tendency to escape reality. He also portrays himself as a 'borrego escapando del rebaño' (a sheep escaping the flock), emphasizing his desire to break free from societal norms and expectations. The song concludes with a poignant request for others to remember him as someone who was 'raro' (weird) but always landed on his feet, and someone who tried to be good, even if he didn't always succeed. This final sentiment encapsulates the essence of 'Autorretrato'—a heartfelt and honest exploration of self-acceptance and the human condition.