Vivo Soñando

I live dreaming that you'll come back and you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me
I live dreaming that you'll come back, that you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me

(Yau! Yeah!)

You, pills, cigarettes, blades, bottles of booze for this pain
My love didn't lose its color even with this resentment and bitter taste
This fool thinks of you as he starts to put on the cloak and the night is intense
Your memory adorns my thoughts of this immense loneliness
For all the suffering, I've lost myself in the realm of forgetting and the forbidden
Call me whatever you want, what I feel for her hasn't died
Year after year and it's still strange to live with the deception that someday
I'll find her and ask her if I deserved this harm
The separation is the reason why my heart feels this desolation
The passing of time made the madness of seeing you not an obsession
Some say your departure was already written, already prepared
And you don't know how cold and icy the early mornings are, embracing only the pillow
Sometimes I smile with this empty and cold heart stuck in troubles and troubles
I've been so alone that today I don't trust even in my shadow or this hand
My soul drowns in this stubbornness that only converses with drugs
Puppets of a certain baldy who had tied a noose around her neck...

I live dreaming that you'll come back and you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me
I live dreaming that you'll come back, that you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me

I light a candle, don't know if just narcotics or my mind flies
Everything's confusing, it's a real dream, I feel you comforting me in a hug
But you're not here anymore when I tried to grasp the rhythm of my life you go away
And by life's ironies, love rhymes with pain and peace with Satan...

Oh, it hurts, hurts, hurts
I sing so the pain flies and my heart and soul don't freeze
Stand up and see, this lie that's breathed and doesn't leave
Everything conspires, inside me sighs and at the same time aspires to anger
Not taking care of you, not having you is strong, it's like seeing you inert
Without smiles, hugs, answer, death would be a blessing
I couldn't lie while writing, your memory sometimes doesn't let me sleep
And for all I tell you here, it's clear that I wanted to stop existing...

December 6th, 2000
Your death, the reason we parted ways
I can't just love you because I love you!
And if I see you again, remember woman that I won't lose you again
To thank you mom for bringing me into this world!

I live dreaming that you'll come back and you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me
I live dreaming that you'll come back, that you'll return and won't leave
I dreamt even awake that in the wind you told me
Close your eyes and you'll find me

For you, mom

Nowadays, I don't need psychologists or psychiatrists
I found my treatment in rap!
When it comes to pain
Yeah!
This is for you and all the mothers in the world