Quiero Saber

I want to know if you still have reasons to put up with me for a couple more days
If you still owe me from the millions you owed me
That you owed me that I lent you when you had nothing.

(I want you, I love you, I want you, I want you)

I want to know what you want me to eat
If your pantry is always empty
And I can't find love, I can't find joy
And I swear on my mother that I try to understand you.

There's not a night I don't cry and curse what you were and are no longer
You're not her, I want to know.

Because now I remember that song I used to listen to as a child
Where Los Calis told me their dove flew away
Because being so beautiful, so dark, so lovely
Suddenly you remind me of a praying mantis, you're going to end me
End me.

I want to know what you need to behave differently
To be a little sweeter, a little kinder
I won't tell you I love you because it wouldn't be true
Every time I'm by your side, it's like you're not there.

I don't tell you I love you, I don't tell you I adore you.

When you make that face, I feel like a bull
Who lost his heifer, who's no longer a stud
Ready and waiting for the moment they want to bullfight him.

Not even with ten picadors, the king shooting cannons, twenty rejoneadores
And even if I'm at the end of the month
I fill myself with hope, I grow in adversity
I'll take down anyone who wants to bullfight me
There's no bloodier slaughter than the one you've done to me
No more cowardly profession than the national sport
And there are no more nights for us, no more good times
No more hopes that everything will return to normal,
So normal.

Because now I remember that song I used to listen to as a child
Where Los Calis told me their dove flew away
Because being so beautiful, so dark, so lovely
Suddenly you remind me of a praying mantis, you're going to end me
End me.

A white dove I had
When I wanted, it flew away from me
I saw it pass by one day, flying with a male dove.