Sauce Boy (Freestyle 5)

Yeah

There are good days, there are bad days
There are days when I just want to disappear
Delete the networks and turn off the phone
And like Forrest, I just want to run away

To a place where they can't see me
Without having to hide, where they will understand me
To a place where I can be
The best version of myself that I have yet to know

There are days I wish I could share with a couple of people who are no longer by my side
There are days when I reflect, I ask God for forgiveness for all my sins
There are days when I feel the pressure, like a NCAA scholarship athlete
And there are days that I don't even enjoy because I live too much in the past

It's tough to feel like you have nothing when you have everything
A room full of people, yet I feel alone
Alexis and Fido, I passed the baton to the competition
They forgot about the music, focused on the followers

Now my car has more horses than the Polo store
I always knew I was special, like a holographic Charizard
And I never forget all the fallen ones
I think of each of them every time I roll up

There are good days, there are bad days
There are days when I just want to disappear
Delete the networks and turn off the phone
And like Forrest, I just want to run away

To a place where they can't see me
Without having to hide, where they will understand me
To a place where I can be
Yeah

Sometimes I feel like I don't feel
I say I'm fine, but I lie to myself
They see me down and they get happy
That's why I keep it under the seat

If I'm not the same, well, I'm sorry
They don't want friendship, they just want a percentage
I have friends I can't even send a fucking text message to
Because where they are, the signal doesn't reach

Sometimes I pitch affection, I don't know how to love
Because I'm afraid it will all end badly
And of time, because it won't be recovered afterwards
And I have friends who have just turned away

Who used to say they were blood in my channel
And then they kicked me at the end, like a penalty
But the boat never stops, no, you always have to row
I just accelerate, I don't know how to brake

And tomorrow is another day, another one to overcome
All our past and try to enjoy
The little things that life gives us
We don't see them sometimes, that's why the bad vibes come

Words are wings, but they are also bullets
That flow like the pen, but cut like a dagger
I wanted my blue bills, like the Dallas uniform
Now I just want a dream without prescribed pills, yeah

(There are good days, there are bad days
Delete the networks and turn off the phone
Run
To a place where they can't see me
To a place where I can be
I can't—)