Hipofrenia

What are you going to tell me if this life is not for me
What are you going to say if I can't even define myself
I am what remains of what I once lived
I am that dream I never fulfilled

I am every tear shed by my mom
I am the accumulation of orgasms in your bed
If I see the glass full, it always spills
Because the pain doesn't calm me down, not even the weed
I only seek calm in the midst of poetry
Revealing what makes me mine
The gift of words, every glass of cold water
Only your crazy hypofrenia drives me crazy

I'm going to cure it today to have it tomorrow
I have an open wound that heals over time
That's why every time I go a little more tired
I'm going to start doing today what I would do tomorrow

Hey, you smoke from the weed
A little more tired
I'm going to start doing today what I would do tomorrow

I dive into my mind to find calm
Then I look for green to feel nothing
It's something common, something that bothers me
Maybe the present always eludes me

I don't give a shit what you think
What you'll say because it's clear you don't know me
We've been here since we were 16 making music you don't deserve
What are you going to tell me if what you're going to say has nothing to do with me
Because I'm not like that
Find yourself a witness to redeem your actions
Your pacts, your mistreatment

I'm going to cure it today to have it tomorrow
I have an open wound that heals over time
That's why every time I go a little more tired
I'm going to start doing today what I would do tomorrow

I can write to you what I feel
I can record for you what I want in verse
I can be crazy, I can be simple
But I will always be seeking the right path
That's why when I want to reach the top
I look for everything that used to comfort me
They act smart but they're just routine
I give the neighbor some noise

What are you going to tell me if this life is not for me
What are you going to say if I can't even define myself
I am what remains of what I once lived
I am that dream I never fulfilled