Querida Mía

It's seven in the morning
I'm writing to you knowing you'll never read this
You'll shine like a sun that won't dare to come in
You left me like time leaves the graves
On the edge of my bed, fate is crumbling

My dear, I dreamed of you yesterday
You were a bird, a Lazarus, a tease
If I stay here, I'll go so crazy I'll never find myself lost
Or has love simply passed me by?
This fog in my head is thick like a sea
Of the signs I never felt always touching
My eyes are a well of this uncertainty
I don't want to cry, just put out the fire of this flame
Caress your hair like a spring breeze
Whisper to me, my dear, what's out there?
Yeah, I closed my eyes to not feel your light
Some don’t believe you’ll ever be you again
Or don’t look at me like that
Better let them fly
Innocence is that leaf from the tree that dies
Take a look for me, you'll be my
You'll be my eyes
A mirror without a reflection in this old broken world

I only hear your breaths from this chest
While I confuse desire with reality
I’m staring at the ceiling and it’s never been so precious
Like a constellation of feelings in pieces

My dear, tomorrow I’ll dream of you
I seasoned forgetfulness, the weapon was my life
Writing goodbyes
And in this world I’ve been
Like a bullet with your name that always catches me
I dream of your lips, princess of your universe
And my letter is the care of a love you can’t return
I never noticed you, and now you’re my goddess
The garden of my delusions
Without a lily to choose me

Come sit by my side, don’t you want to see me?
Today I’ve cleaned my soul of sins and I feel strong
Take a look for me, you’ll be my eyes
A mirror without a reflection in this old broken world
So come sit by my side, don’t you want to see me?
Today I’ve cleaned my soul of sins and I feel strong
You’ll leave me like time leaves the graves
On the edge of my bed, fate is crumbling

My dear, I’ve lost my way now
Only you and this passport
I play if you hide, but never hurt me
I just want to see you again, I don’t care about the year

Forgive me if I abandoned you, life is unfair
Like enduring these nightmares that scare me
Tell me, what do you expect from me?
If I was born with the resentment of bearing the weight of this bond in the heat of my shadow
Tell me, tell me where the lumbar is between death, knowing you amuses me
Behind these dark thorns, my madness is coming
And I savor your absence like the scent of a naked muse
Tell me where you are, I lost your trail
Between the streets of forgetting you and being selfish
Your favorite sound was silence
And I never lost my mind, no matter how little I resist

My sight is more lost than cloudy
Where we convince ourselves that nothing ever happens
And footsteps sound like always as dusk arrives
From four walls that are nets compressing my rejection

It’s, it’s eight in the morning and I’m saying goodbye
To the sound of hearing you outside like your heartbeat
It’s the necessary strength to bear the pain
Of this sentence that’s full of fallen dreams

My dear, today I dreamed of you
You were close, almost so close you were a witness
To this poor weight, to this prison that found no peace for you
P.S.: I miss you
Dear freedom!

Come sit by my side, don’t you want to see me?
Today I’ve cleaned my soul of sins and I feel strong
Take a look for me, you’ll be my eyes
A mirror without a reflection in this old broken world
So come sit by my side, don’t you want to see me?
Today I’ve cleaned my soul of sins and I feel strong
You’ll leave me like time leaves the graves
On the edge of my bed, fate is crumbling