No Quiero Amarte

I lived in an illusion
Didn't want to say goodbye
Finally did it
And you with no reaction

Weeks of crying
For what we used to be
I never saw you sad
It was all an illusion

Desperation
That I no longer feel that pain in my heart

If I don't matter to you
Why do you matter to me?
If I'm not needed by you
Why do I need you?
If you don't love me
Why do I love you?
Wasn't it you who first sought me out?

If you don't talk to me
Why do I want to talk to you?
Why do I keep waiting for you to apologize?
I want to get over it
I want to get over you

I don't want to love you
I don't want to love you

You like to clown around
And it hurts me to walk
I wonder
If at any point you cared

I wasn't your priority
I wasn't your priority
I was a piece
In a popularity game

You invited yourself
There were no forced words
I thought it was going to work
I wore your necklace

But now, but now
I'm going to forget you
I have to forget you
Because it's hard for me to forget

Desperation
That I no longer feel that pain in my heart

If I don't matter to you
Why do you matter to me?
If I'm not needed by you
Why do I need you?
If you don't love me
Why do I love you?
Wasn't it you who first sought me out?

If you don't talk to me
Why do I want to talk to you?
Why do I keep waiting for you to apologize?
I want to get over it
I want to get over you

I don't want to love you
I don't want to love you

If I don't matter to you
You won't matter to me
If you don't miss me
I won't miss you
I'm going to get over it
I'm going to get over you
I don't want to love you
I'm not going to love you