Pai

Father, I've knocked on so many doors
With my soul in anguish
And no one opened for me
Father, in the early morning I couldn't sleep
Disturbances invaded me
I even thought: It's over!

Father, oh how much pain in my soul
Oh please give me calmness
Lord, I want to serve You
Father, give me Your Spirit again
Come to help me, I am distressed
My hope is in You

Father, tired of suffering
To live without You is not to live
It's an illusion, it's being nobody
Father, I was a slave for so long
Like straw thrown in the wind
That's how I was far from You