Cemu Zivot Uci Me

Every day, the same day, I wake up always nervous,
I try to forget the ugly things from yesterday
That torment me, because everything is always so ugly...
Why is everything in my life always so sad?
And I wonder when a better day will come,
When all this ugliness around me will pass,
Because there are many problems and many ugly things,
Everything is so dark and ruins the ideal life.
Beautiful moments in life become too heavy,
I wonder if I really made so many mistakes....
That someone punishes me for laughing from the side,
Doesn't look at my beauty, only takes my flaws...
But I am strong and I know that dawn will come.
I live only to see perfect days...
Maybe I am alone, but I will always be persistent,
I am sure that better times are coming!
* now I am so sure that life is just a dream.
What life teaches me, why does it torment me so,
Why is life so damn hard!?
All I want is to be smiling every day...
My soul hurts me, does anyone love me,
Am I needed by anyone here!!!!!!?????*
When you are left alone and when your soul hurts
All you need is for someone to love you,
To understand your pain, to understand your sadness then...
You need to find the right person who can do that.
But there are few like that, because no one appreciates you
And when it's hardest for you, everyone forgets you.
And I know there is no god, I will fight alone,
Let the enemies get tired, I won't kill myself.
And now I clench my teeth,
I won't fall anymore, I lift my head up,
I will find my happiness on my own...
No matter how much it hurts, my soul won't stop,
I will fight with all my heart to come out from the bottom..
To show you all how much this man loves,
How much this man can even when it hurts him the most...
I know you watch me from above and I know it very well,
I continue further because of you, I offer you tears.
* now I am so sure that life is just a dream.
What life teaches me, why does it torment me so,
Why is life so damn hard!?
All I want is to be smiling every day...
My soul hurts me, does anyone love me,
Am I needed by anyone here!!!!!!?????*