Despedida de Un Hijo

Ma they got me
Ma they got me

I beg you, ma, please forgive me
Forgive me for the various arguments we've had
Forgive me for choosing a gun
Instead of a pencil to write songs

And now I feel like I'm dying
My heart is barely beating
So I ask you to get ready
Because now I'm saying goodbye to you

To get out of this shit, I prayed
I wouldn't wish what happened to anyone
I'm paying for the bad things I did
Hug me tight if it's the last time

And now I regret all the fights
I'll be with you even if you don't see me
My body desires to stay with you
But my time has come, even if I don't believe it

Forgive me for not being the son you wanted
As time passed, my mind would change
Without knowing what would happen in my life
When I would grab a gun with my hand

And sorry for all my anger
I became addicted to drugs
I ask you to hug me tightly
Because you won't see me in the eyes anymore

And it's not to be arrogant
But you know the singing environment
Where very few succeed
My dream was to give you a giant house

And I know I'm not innocent
If I put my hand in hot water
There's a strong current in this singing
I wanted to be a singer and ended up a criminal

And it's been a while since nothing motivates me
I have no saliva to sing this
Calm down, my mother, I'll watch over you from above
I just want you to enjoy life because of me

I'm leaving but my soul remains
I'll be in your dreams when you sleep in your bed
In the midst of chaos seeking calm
Stay calm and erase your traumas

And I'm not surprised by what's happening
A bullet in my body is killing me
I want you to listen to what I'm narrating
Because my eyes are closing

I'll be with you, mom, wherever I step
Happy days will come
The ones that heal the scars
Never forget, mom, that I always loved you

And I hope you don't forget me
Take care of my sister, it's all I ask
Tell her I love her in her ear
Mom, I love you, this is my farewell
This is my farewell