Como Un Narco

I don't have time to be eternal love,
not even for a moment
In the clouds is the sky,
in the sky is hell,
or the other way around, like cats

I've spent a few days, fewer months,
zero years smiling at humans
And now I’m overdosing, my lips have given out,
my psychosis has increased
Some change for the better, others change for the worse
and some come out of the closet
Today, I'm still the same, still holding the knife
when they say I love you
I know it wouldn't be bad to know how to improvise once in a while
To get you to first base, like a bow to the border,
and take your hand

I don't have time to be an open book
that you've already read
If you say I don't understand,
it's not because I'm wrong,
it's because you're mistaken

I've spent a few days, fewer months,
zero years smiling at humans
And now I’m overdosing, my lips have given out,
my psychosis has increased
Some change for the better, others change for the worse
and some come out of the closet
Today, I'm still the same, still holding the knife
when they say I love you
I know it wouldn't be bad to know how to improvise once in a while
To get you to first base, like a bow to the border,
and take your hand

I've spent a few days, fewer months,
zero years smiling at humans
And now I’m overdosing, my lips have given out,
my psychosis has increased
Some change for the better, others change for the worse
and some come out of the closet
Today, I'm still the same, still holding the knife
when they say I love you
I know it wouldn't be bad to know how to improvise once in a while
To get you to first base, like a bow to the border,
and take your hand