Nexo

Hey, I don't know, I don't know
Don't ask me, I don't know either
How am I holding up
It's really frustrating, you know?
I get really down with these things
Everything that's happening
A lot of shit in my head
And I think, like, if it wasn't for my boys
And for my family, right now
I probably wouldn't be here
I think it's more for my kid too
That I don't give up

There were many who didn't believe in me
And now they're going crazy with what I'm capable of
But I never cared, to have your love or your hate
For me, it's all the same
The solution is to never pay attention to you
I already know you'll never leave me alone
I'm impatient, I don't like waiting at all
So I go after my dreams

I've always been real
I've always been different and I'll always be like that
I have a thousand fears
The biggest ones are losing those who are special to me
I'm afraid of an end
I'm afraid of fighting and not succeeding
But I distanced myself from you
Not because I wanted to, but because it's much better for me

Another tear, another pain
But I won't fall, I'll keep going strong
And if I fall, I'll get up again
Because resting only comes in my death

More work, more success, less time
The more I endure, the more I respect myself
More value to all those who have been with me from the beginning
More achievements, more prayers
The more I lose, the more I understand
And I see that what I have
Can go at any moment
But I just don't accept that
I live and learn from my mistakes
You should do the same
I can take it out of my chest
But never out of my mind
I hardly forget
Or let you get close and have
My heart- you're guilty of all this success
Because I put in these verses
My life and feelings
That I don't want around
I don't want around
What makes me smile less

I'm already used to disappointing myself
Aware that I do it, it has to be for me
I stay awake and always firm
Because if I give space, they'll want to hit me
I don't know, how much time I have left
But the more I live, the more I want
But being eternal, doesn't make sense

They see that I'm on another level
One they can't reach
But not even speaking badly of a guy
They can't achieve anything
I mean, they get contempt
But more than that they can't
I count on my fingers who
I know will be with me all my life
They complain, but I can't be any other way
You won't believe what I just remembered
When I held you and said don't go
Fortunately, there are still women who deserve a crown
When I was rolling with Kiamo
I answered you with the speaker, you said love and I was full of shame
When I wanted to kiss you and you covered your mouth
I wanted to get up, you pulled me and said take it
My heart, take good care of it
Life can be so beautiful sometimes
And there are moments I would live again if I could
I get lost and stuck in what I think
But I know, my kid is happy at least
He's the most precious thing I have
And I love my boys, like I love myself
Another 100 years of life to my parents is what I ask
And all those haters, I step on them, I step on them
They all stay down there
Keeping company to the soles of my Christians
They'll see me winning every day
Envying me more than they should
To be like me, who wouldn't want to?

I'm already used to disappointing myself
Aware that I do it, it has to be for me
I stay awake and always firm
Because if I give space, they'll want to hit me
I don't know, how much time I have left
But the more I live, the more I want
But being eternal, doesn't make sense