La Duda

Once again I lost control of time
And I didn't know what to do with so much movement
It's hard to see another dream slipping away
It's hard to see that you can't find a patch
Now tell me what all this leads to

Maybe on another day
Maybe in another life
I don't know if yet
You hear my melody
Maybe and by chance
I see you and can ask
Was it worth not forgetting
Is it worth continuing!

Anger and bile emanate from a void
Inside my being
It's something so gloomy, you told me to come
There will be no more cold here, you made me believe
When in me there was
Not a drop of faith
And now it's what I need the most

Maybe on another day
Maybe in another
Life
I don't know if yet
You hear my melody
Another promise to fail
Another truth to hide
Something in me is going to explode
I want to hide
But there is no place

The doubt intimidates me
It overwhelms me, it dominates me
How terrifying it would be
That even takes away my sleep
My soul will be lost
Absent or just gone
Or worse would be
That it doesn't even exist
I don't know anymore!