Alicia

I cover my face and tell myself: It's not right
A muffled scream between teeth, control yourself
Swallow your pride, but don't look down
And when the smoke clears, you'll tell me what you see

Alice, tell me if the fear is null
Alice, I'm dying of terror
Alice, tell me I'm just sleeping
Alice, and that you don't ignore my voice
And that you don't ignore my voice

Clean your tears, and wipe off the sweat
I know all your pain hasn't been in vain
I saw you react, just look around
Or is it that I failed you, and fear overtook us

Alice, I don't know if I should curse you anymore
Alice, or pray for you
Alice, tell me you only pretended
Alice, don't let yourself be defeated

The day, the happiest of my life
Would be when I stop loving you
Alice, what I fear the most in life
Alice, that day will not come
This day will not come