Feridas - Ishida Shouya (Koe No Katachi)

Have you ever hurt someone
To the point where your life changes
Have you tried to make up for it by doing good?
But the guilt keeps coming back
Apologizing and feeling like it doesn't help
While the pain you felt is still so much
School teaches us so much
But it never taught us to understand
But none of this justifies
The amount of harm I did to you
Even so, you reached out to me
And looked at me with a smile
You did your best
But I couldn't see that
I went too far
And I could understand
That it's not funny
When it's about you
Friends betrayed me, so I isolated myself
I don't deserve life, I know
But I don't want to see you cry ever again
What a difference I saw, we are so alike
I learned languages so I could understand you
And finally be able to ask for your forgiveness

I needed a reason to see you
I keep finding the shadows of my past
But I still can't see your faces
Lost in the crowd, I can't find myself
So it's easier to just look down
Down
So let me make you smile
Since I made you cry so much
After everything I did
Will you want to forgive me?
I didn't come just to feel good
Could you let me heal?
Wounds that couldn't heal
I'll prove to you that you don't need to hate yourself
I'm the demon who only hurt you
I'm tired of seeing your eyes
When you're about to cry
Hold my hand and please don't let go
I don't know how to recover everything I lost
But the fireworks that lit up the sky
I won't let your death light up
I just need a chance
Just one more time
Give me just one chance
Just one more time
No matter what happens to me
If you can still live
Live

Can I be happy?
Can I be happy?
Can I be happy?
Can I be happy?
If I could change everything, I would
I would move mountains so that one day
I wouldn't have hurt you
I'll live with this feeling
I'll drown in regret