Rap do Arima Kousei (Shigatsu Wa Kimi No Uso) - Mentira Em Abril

My mother's dream
And what she wanted
Was for me to become
A great pianist
But, tell me
What did it cost me?
If the piano took all my life
I remember up to the last structure
I became a slave to the score
All for my mother, but she didn't get better
No matter how much I earned, it was never enough
My last words
I hope she dies
That moment
Was her last memory
I'm in an ocean
Someone help me
Not hearing the piano is my curse

Without shine in my eyes
Living on autopilot
My world lost its color
Everything is monochromatic
Like a score
Like piano keys
As soon as I play
I feel like I'm in an ocean
The moment I saw you
My world gained color
Everything around you shone
I can't even say what I felt
Kaori, how will I follow you?
If I can't play anymore
But now I understand
It's you I should look at
Without running from my past
I can't look down
Your notes leading me
With you here with me
Music makes sense
But if I can't hear?
Within this darkness
A shadow of my mother says
That this is my curse
Without a part of me
I feel drowned in darkness
Said I would help you
But I was the one helped

It was a false shadow I created
To escape the past, yes, I know
Even at the bottom of an ocean
External light can illuminate
This is all my mother left for me
I have to feel
And play the song
A dedicated fingering
To the one who made me play again
Could I reach her?
Now I understand
What I felt
For the one who made me play again
Could I reach her?
Kaori got sick
Why does it always end like this?
I don't understand why music
Always takes someone away from me
I can't try anymore
Again, they will leave me
I'll be in the dark
Without you here!

I had to see you leave
You still live inside me
Kaori, I'll never forget you
I know it will hurt, but
I opened your letter and my heart opened
Our story began with a lie in April
Kaori, I'll never forget you
I know it will hurt, but

And when I hear the wind blow
I know you'll be here inside my chest
While the melody sounds in me
The orchestra of life must go on
And when I hear the wind blow
I know you'll be here inside my chest
While the melody sounds in me
The orchestra of life must go on