How Have You Been?

Are you still always late?
Burning the midnight oil, can't sleep right.
Waiting for you to hit your goals,
Gotta let go of that stubborn pride.
It's all my fault,
I held my self-respect too high, didn’t take care of you right.
Pride's just a fragile facade,
Most afraid my heart's not what you want.

Can you keep crying, laughing, being good to me?
Keep letting me think of you, be there for you endlessly?
How are you, I really wanna know,
Don’t just throw our memories away.
I just need you by my side, to tease and mess around,
With the good me, I’ll swap out the bad me somehow.
I really wanna hear you firmly say you love me,
But sadly, we can’t go back to that moment.
You, how are you?

God knows I’m about to break down,
Regretting diving deep into my heart.
Just one more hug would be enough,
I can give you everything you want.

Can you keep crying, laughing, being good to me?
Keep letting me think of you, be there for you endlessly?
Do you still want the good I gave?
But I can’t face the answer, it makes me laugh.
I just need you by my side, to tease and mess around,
Don’t teach me losing is what matters most.
Don’t say you once loved me,
Let’s go back to that moment.
You, how are you?

Can you keep crying, laughing, being good to me?
Keep letting me think of you, be there for you endlessly?
How are you, I really wanna know,
Don’t just throw my love away.
I just need you by my side, to tease and mess around,
Don’t teach me losing is what matters most.
Don’t say you once loved me,
Let’s go back to that moment.
You, how are you?