Masoquista

I know you don't deserve a single tear from me
That thinking of you wastes my days
With my heart hanging on a call that doesn't always come
I don't understand the power you have over me
That you make me lose control without anything stopping it
It depends on you more than you imagine
Even if you don't realize

You're a weathervane, a mission without cause
That is already lost
If there's nothing to do, I'll continue in a state of war
It's a suicidal act

I know it but you give me a kiss and I fall again
My will for you hides again
And even though my mind gives the order
Once again, my body disobeys me

Once again, with three words you can convince me
I believe in you because my faith asks for it
And when I think I have you, you disappear again
I know it's my stubbornness that makes me resist
But loving you like this makes me a masochist

When I met you, I stopped knowing myself
And I became everything you want
Although I'm aware that what you give me is never enough
I know the way out of your labyrinth
If I haven't taken it, it's because I haven't wanted to
When I'm about to, I feel my feet
Return by instinct

You're unpredictable and even if you don't want to, you always hurt me
If you're not going to change, it's better not to think that miracles exist

Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah
Ah ah ah

Oh oh oh, with three words you can convince me
I believe in you because my faith asks for it
And when I think I have you, you disappear again
I know it's my stubbornness that makes me resist
But loving you like this makes me a masochist

I know it's my stubbornness that makes me resist
But if I'm still here, it's because I'm a masochist