Perdido

I arrive home, 3 in the morning
With a .15 caliber and mom's waiting for me

I go to my room, start writing instead of the bed
It calls me, listening to rappers who changed for fame

I'm a bastard, girl, what you expected
That I'd be an angel and you'd be my lady
I don't want that anymore, the flame has gone out
Girl, do you miss me, or just in bed?

I'm lost in a dead-end world
Nonsense is what she used to tell me
She said she loved me
That I was the man of her life

You left, I don't know if you'll come back
I don't know if you'll love me
If you want to see me return
What I can tell you
Is that I won't wait another day
I value myself too much, I don't think about others anymore

You're being shut up by the one you love
She calls herself your love and is clipping your wings
Bro, pass that, I need some drags, kisses that started with looks

Girl, I loved you but what we had is over
I waited for you for 3 days, to see you return
I don't want to come back, I want to disappear
I want to light the lighter to forget you, woman
Forgetting you hasn't been easy, I know I'm thin

Dark circles from .15 and not a damn euro, damn
But if I learned something, it's not to love again
That person to whom I gave everything and still broke me in 3
I'm losing my way trying to take you south

Our love has already faded, melted like a light

Tell your friends how I used to do it to you
Remember the two of us, flying in my room

Now I'm alone, rolling a joint
Like the one from Madrid, your apology is no longer worth to me
Wanting to kiss you, bring back that feeling
Of giving everything up for her without fear of losing it all

Without fear of losing it all

Of giving everything up for her without fear of losing it all

My sister tells me to stop, my brother, stand up
And when I close my eyes, girl, I see you again
I don't know if you came back because of the five I hit
But don't listen to me if I tell you to stay

Better leave, from my life and my head
You broke when I laid the cards on the table

Remember the last day, you made me a promise
When the mind is poor, I don't give a damn about beauty

Now cry, I've been screwed for a month
I'd be lying if I said I didn't love you
You failed me without a damn reason
The child we talked about won't have your last name

I came from you, I came from you
How could you do that with everything we've lived

From meeting you, I'm not sorry
I've lost her, and you too, catch the double meaning