resoluciones de año nuevo

14 are the self-help books I read this year
Because asking for help feels like asking for a favor
There are 24 therapy sessions, saying: I am in process
I'm more confused than I was at the beginning
I can't find a name for this pain

I can summarize everything I give
But he never gives a good explanation for anything
I feel so sorry, but I don't say anything

This year in my resolutions
There will be no solutions, only emotions
New year and the same me
I have already drawn conclusions, I see how I have improved

I want to be transparent, I feel invisible
I want to be present and the past still follows me
And nobody liked me this year, I suspected they would hurt me
But I cried on the floor of my room for the same chestnut tree

This year in my resolutions
There will be no solutions, only emotions
New year and the same me
I have already drawn conclusions, I see how I have improved