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There are times I've thought about sleeping
And forgetting about so much evil
Tonight I'm going to escape
To never return again

I've taken all the pills at once
This dream is starting to kill me
This journey has closed my eyes
It has left me in a total abyss

What's the use of my body total
What's my life worth total
What does it matter if I die total
If I don't wake up again total

There are days I wish to die
In the darkness of obscurity
Tonight I'm going to try
I just hope not to fail again

The stars of the cosmos have taken me
Prophecies of a fatal encounter
A letter with my handwriting on the floor
Was a witness to my total death

Now I live in silence total
Who remembers my life total
We are dust of souls total
I no longer think of returning total

I only sleep in silence
Where the dream is eternal