Un Poco Bien, Un Poco Mal

It's the first time I remember you like this
Without affection, without love
I think the process of forgetting has begun
And it feels a little good, a little bad
That it hurts you doesn't surprise me
Since I'm erasing you
You're leaving now
And even if you beg me to stay
I'm not willing
To see you anymore
I finally decided
My life has to go on

You left, but I tried hard to make you stay
Living in my head, knowing you were hurting me
Having imaginary conversations
And obsessively replaying memories in my mind
It's enough, the time has come for you to go
Your move is waiting for your bags
I promise you I won't think of you again
It's been too long to keep suffering
That it hurts you doesn't surprise me
Since I'm erasing you
You're leaving now
And even if you beg me to stay
I'm not willing
To see you anymore
I finally decided
My life has to go on

Having you here, in my head
Suffering that won't stop
And even if you don't know it
I'm suffering and you don't even notice
And it's nothing personal
But I don't want to see you anymore
(Get the hell out)
That it hurts you doesn't surprise me
Since I'm erasing you
You're leaving now
And even if you beg me to stay
I'm not willing
To see you anymore
I finally decided
My life has to go on