Por No

For not going to bed, you got up and got undressed
For not getting your act together, you slipped
For not seeking advice, you got hooked
For not avoiding it, you imagined women in a different way

For not believing you were a little girl, you believed you were very macho
For not listening, you told people to hush
For not seeing in the morning, you said you watch porn at night
For not being able to hit, you said I'll take the pitch

For not having Internet or cable TV
For not enduring, you closed your eyes and saw unimaginable things
Porn became an inevitable business
For not feeling shame, you felt it and felt miserable

For not going out, you formed the embarrassment
For not watching cartoons, you saw a different outline
For not being able to practice, you burned in the oven
For not being serious, a screen was your environment

For not wasting time, you liked the environments
For not knowing that porn was garbage, they made you sick
For not being honest, night thoughts tempted you
For not having a guardian, images attacked you

You think you are strong
You think you are weak
You think you can and don't know why you give in

Not because you saw something you didn't want to see
Not because you were a victim of wrongdoing
Not because everything must be perfect
Not because you found out you were bitten by the insect

Not because friends told you
Not because of the message they wrote
Not because the neighbor's dogs bit you
Not because dust fell on your face when the liner was shaken

Not because no one comes to help you
Not because when it happens no one comes with a bat
Not because you lack an alarm
Not because you have been fixed by karma since before the ages

Not because you are weaker than thoughts
Not because you got into inventions
Not for not knowing the rules
It's for not being quick and violent, I see you slow

It's for not having knowledge of the word
It's for not having a real foundation to lean on
It's for not sitting down to create a plan
It's for not having the King of Kings in your heart, and I'm sorry

You think you are strong
You think you are weak
You think you can and don't know why you give in