Sentir Diferente

There's a wooden drawer
Where disorderly they flee
Piles of dry leaves
Leaves that I wrote one day

When I feel like it
When I have some joy
I'll return to my abandoned house
Where something of me still lives

But I know I'm very far
I won't stop looking at myself in the mirror
No matter how much the Moon comes out
I won't stop looking at you

Now that I have you in front of me
You don't seem so surprising
I sublimate as I get closer
And I empty myself as I lose you
I empty myself as I lose you

Someday
Someday I'll be able to know who I am
Now I can't catch myself even with a net
My heart beats too much
Not to discover myself

My life
Forgive me if I don't pay attention to you
Don't you see I'm in the clouds?
And remove your shell already

And let me, let me, let me
Even though I know it's the same as before
That I don't dare to look ahead
I hold your hand and you wear gloves
You don't look at me so intensely anymore
And I wish that when I go to bed
I feel something different

Feeling different, feeling different