Ambivalent (アンビバレント)

Why can't you take that step forward
Even though you hate getting hurt
Even your usual enthusiasm and kindness
Seem to have been left somewhere

Turning away from the arguments that have become hollow
I now knock on the door of your heart to ask
Wanting to know your true feelings, tell me
You are emotional and sometimes rational

No boasting, no excuses, no lies, no lies
I'll send my love once more, combining our breaths
Please understand my heart, let me understand yours
If you can't muster that voice

Gently placing my hand on your chest, I try to let go
In my childhood, I thought adults were
The essence of the world
Feeling embarrassed, I turn my eyes away again

The things I want to protect keep increasing, what is this feeling?
Let me realize my true self, let me try
You are a timid boy and sometimes self-centered
But still, you want to head towards the future

In your eyes, which I strongly wish for
I won't lose my way anymore
Because a burning flame is lit in my heart
I've always been alone

The boy who raised his voice is no longer lonely
This time it's my turn, once again
Don't give up, I'll send my love, combining our breaths
It's your turn to choose your future

You are emotional and sometimes rational
No boasting, no excuses, no lies, no lies
I'll send my love once more, combining our breaths
Please understand my heart, let me understand yours