Insomnia

Wearing, wearing an incomprehensible impulse
Rough, rough, unpredictable answers
I don't even know the days of the week
Living through today is painfully ha
Laughing along with these days
Even if I convey it in words, we won't connect
Even if I raise objections ha, justice or evil
If it can only be measured subjectively
Even if they say it's outrageous, it's a place where I can be myself
Don't misunderstand, don't lose sight of your heart

I want to know you, to the boundary without good or evil
As it is, empty and unsatisfied in this town

A last-ditch effort, yes, it's the final move on the board
Gritting my teeth, just struggling, in a night where there's no turning back
I'll surpass it with you, yes, what I've hidden in my heart all along
I hope we can meet in the right world
The sound of a joking voice always stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it's not over yet
A big turnaround

It can't be helped, I know it's a joke
I've thrown away my longing
Before an unremarkable future, I know full well
My true feelings are rotten to the core, wishing for unhappiness

I don't understand myself
A whimsical and inexplicable fate
Words that strike the heart, possessed
Still burned into my mind

Climbing out of the depths of hell
Or even now, offering a flower of hope to the future
I prayed, still connected, dreaming
I'm not in a new world
The sound of a joking voice always stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it's not over yet
A big turnaround

Crying in the lonely darkness
Yet there's no regret
A light that shines like a jewel, a light that can't be taken away

A last-ditch effort, yes, it's the final move on the board
Gritting my teeth, just struggling, in a night where there's no turning back
I'll surpass it with you, yes, what I've hidden in my heart all along
I hope we can meet in the right world
The sound of a joking voice always stuck in my throat
It filled me up, it's not over yet
A big turnaround