Raison D'etre

In this drifting air, I'm just holding contradictions
Even if I start at full speed now
There's no way I can catch up, Mayday

I'm getting tired of pretending to be strong
I'm still unable to voice my complaints, still unable to voice my complaints

Thrown away by the balance of gains and losses
Putting on an unexpected face and getting through it again
It's like there's no existence, no one understands
If you're embarrassed by emotional arguments, you'll fall

But what do you see, you who have awakened to your dreams?

Beyond the worst days
Towards the best outcome
What's wrong? I can't afford to have expectations anymore
So I'm patiently waiting for that moment

Standing in a vague field of vision
Towards the limitless end
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams

Only judged by what's not done, only judged by what's not
I don't want to show my true self, not just with impatience

Laughing carelessly again today
I'm still unable to voice my complaints, still unable to voice my complaints

Even self-assurance that behaves with ease
There's no need to be confused by the truth
There are no words to say on a day that seems like it might betray
Without a basis, a lifetime without another chance, if you're embarrassed, you'll fall

But even if I wait for an answer, I won't be able to meet you

Taking the weapon of longing
Towards the emotional side
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams

We, who are lacking in everything
Only covered up our appearance
Frustrated by things that don't last
Looked down on others and laughed
I have to do that, or else my heart will break

I already know the truth
It's a life without expectations
Like that day with no basis
The straight eyes

But what do you see, you who have awakened to your dreams?

Beyond the worst days
Towards the best outcome
What's wrong? I can't afford to have expectations anymore
So I'm patiently waiting for that moment

Standing in a vague field of vision
Towards the limitless end
If I can't even discard these feelings
I'll mix and mix until I'm reborn
Endless dreams

The you beyond that