Amor catúo

I spend hours without eating, painting life without paper,
I fly in the air without a motor.
First I break the heart,
of a world you can't see.
then I return to my corner
locked in my room, I think I'm leaving now
I hit my head against the wall.
I got fed up with living
I saw you pass by and now I smile again.
I would like to spend the day with you (Repeat)
Today I dreamed when I woke up that I fucked you non-stop
always the same and I woke up,
I won't masturbate again.
And so I spend the whole day, either I'm better than fine
and I have the whole world at my feet.
Or I have a thousand hells inside,
and my skin falls off in pieces,
sometimes I lose
and sometimes I lose my mind.
I got up, fed up with living...