Volando solo

Where do I hide? if the sun won't come out.
Maybe tomorrow I'll feel better.
I'm never alone with anyone
and now I hang in the air.
Everything spins around except for me
you never understand me when I speak with my voice
I don't need to hold on, I think I can freeze
I get up because it can't get any worse
and I don't even look at you in case it hurts me
I hear some voices, maybe someone is calling me
I go to look for you and fall off the bed.
I never find myself when I don't want to be me
I'm flying now and I know I'm not a falcon
if your gaze catches me by the hair
I know I can't hold on and I crash to the ground
And now I notice that my heart doesn't beat
I don't even wash anymore and the crap tastes like me
I who started to look at you in the morning
you run away and I'm left wanting
I was going to bed and confused myself with the mattress
little by little I'm gnawing at my heart
how happy I am to see you so early
I just need to see you on each side.
I make an effort and retreat into my shell
close the bars and my imagination opens
I close my eyes and the memory kills me
I come back to life if you open wide.
Tie me tight because I'm losing my mind
all the drugs give me a little warmth
come with me says some Martian
telling me this planet is full of dwarfs.