En Esta Soledad

How long it was,
I thought that after a year I would be happy again;
everything is the same,
The routine life, the friends, the home...

I didn't believe it,
habits are so hard to break;
and I think of you...
how useless it was,
so much fighting,
to learn,
how to live,
in this solitude.

And every time
Friday comes, I think back to our plans,
to remember,
that many times late, we didn't want to wake up.
And when finally,
the night comes, I want you to come and kiss me,
but I go back to myself,
how useless it was,
so much fighting,
to learn,
how to live,
in this solitude.

Sometimes,
I accept a date that gives me distraction,
but it's the same,
behind my smile, there will always be comparison.
And you win!
or I feel that way with all the fire I have in me!
I feel that way!
how useless it was,
so much fighting,
to learn,
how to live,
in this solitude.

And... you win!
I feel that way with all the fire I have in me,
I feel that way,
how useless it was,
so much fighting,
to learn,
how to live,
in this solitude.

solitude...