soy un desastre

This is a mess
I realized you blocked me
And now you follow a few you didn't before
It seems easy for you to surpass me

You don't want to see me
It just can't be
Are you made of paper?
Or why don't you feel what I feel, woman?
You're the devil's daughter
You don't care if I'm okay
I want to disappear
Maybe then I'll go viral and you'll see me on your phone

The truth is I'm not okay
I want to get tangled in your skin
And I want to go in and out
Again and again

I want to taste you again
I want to have you again
But that's impossible because I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster
I can't get over you
I can't take it anymore, I'm going to jump off a building

Because I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster
I wasn't for you, nor you for me
We put an end to what we once called love

Surely you changed your phone
Or why don't you reply to me?
I want to show you I've changed, yeah-ah

But the day I'm no longer here
I'll ban you from my funeral
I won't let you in

When I was alive because
You were looking for a fight knowing it was your fault

Now that I know hell
It's not so bad knowing
I'm far from you, yeah

And even though you're very toxic, ma'
I still want to taste you
And take you to the moon, (yeah)
Although it won't be possible
Because you don't want to see me, why, why

Because I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster
I can't get over you
I can't take it anymore, I'm going to jump off a building

Because I'm a disaster
I'm a disaster
I wasn't for you, nor you for me
We put an end to what we once called love