Entre Mil Dudas

I,
who always went blindly
unwilling to see the truth
that I never opened my eyes
until I crashed
I couldn't dodge
the final disappointment

You,
who lie more than you talk
and hurt just for the sake of it,
unaware of the hells
others may suffer
When you give me love
you give me pain as well

Among a thousand doubts I shipwrecked
in your arms I forgot myself
lost the north, I found myself
between anguish and pleasure

And punished, I repeated
the same mistake, beginning and end
of what can no longer be avoided

No, don't think I blame you
for my clumsy decision
I alone am guilty
and accountable before God.
Having come this far,
what more do you want from me?

And sailing without direction,
confusion will drag me
towards nowhere
And the tide buries my reason
drowning it, suffocating it...

Among a thousand doubts I shipwrecked
in your arms I forgot myself
lost the north, I found myself
between anguish and pleasure

And punished, I repeated
the same mistake, beginning and end
of what can no longer be avoided

I would rip out my soul
but today I lack the courage
I would rip out my soul
but today I lack the courage

Among a thousand doubts I shipwrecked
between anguish and pleasure
something that can no longer be avoided