Al Despertar (feat. Ghosk Isais)

Your memory kills me
It has me all smoked up thinking
That I can't without you
Black, stay tied up
I can't find meaning in life if you're not here
Give me more of you, a little more of you
I can't without you
Or maybe I can, but I don't want it that way

When we made love, she and I were poetry
And she was on top of me at dawn
Any position seemed fine to her
It wasn't sex, it was a dance or so it seemed
Then she would disappear
The day before yesterday I wondered what it would be
If we forgot to fight and see who would win here
But pride suits you well just like your lingerie

You play the role of the bad girl
I remember you on all fours, that's how I put you in this room
Children get scared but my memory is sexual
I know you understand the one who once went through the same
Make a ponytail while I give you oral sex
That's what she told me: Forget about morals
I squeezed her breasts, I liked to finish there
That's exactly what I remembered today upon waking up, fuck

Your memory kills me
It has me all smoked up thinking
That I can't without you
Black, stay tied up
I can't find meaning in life if you're not here
Give me more of you, a little more of you
I can't without you
Or maybe I can, but I don't want it that way

Emotional dependence and a couple of attachments
I remember her voice saying keep going, I'm almost there
There was so much friction, that's how we discovered fire
Only they can hear, it's like porn for the blind
Sometimes it hurts me to know that someone else has her
But it hurts me more to know that he doesn't mistreat her
That he doesn't mark her ass and bite it
That's why it's obvious that she remembers me
But I'm one of those who accept when they lose

My ego speaks, it's something human
I wasn't the best in her bed, I just say we fit together
She screamed I'm yours and touched herself with her hands
It's been almost a month since we stopped talking and we're going
Look, I'll tell you the truth
I don't know why I keep thinking you're my property
Damn, you look so good and that's not going to change
That's exactly what I thought today upon waking up, fuck

Your memory kills me
It has me all smoked up thinking
That I can't without you
Black, stay tied up
I can't find meaning in life if you're not here
Give me more of you, a little more of you
I can't without you
Or maybe I can, but I don't want it that way

Sundays hungover thinking about your eyes
The past attacks me looking for the lazy one
Loneliness embraces me, the street was crazy
I never thought about the brake even though the light turned red
Standing on this bridge because that's how it threw me
But even to throw myself I've become lazy

I hear your moans to the sound of my song
What was once painful has become a gift
I bet those men don't know your spot
That you remember my name even though we're not together
If one day you feel lonely, my love I attach it to you
I plead guilty if I'm your suspect

She calls me at night thinking of a yes
Forget everything but not me
Although you seek forgiveness, I didn't make a mistake
How boring that someone else says what you heard about me

Your memory kills me
It has me all smoked up thinking
That I can't without you
Black, stay tied up
I can't find meaning in life if you're not here
Give me more of you, a little more of you
I can't without you
Or maybe I can, but I don't want it that way