A Tua Presença

I already feel nothing
and in the end
I like not feeling anything
alone in the calm of the hours gone by
to so alone in another stillness
in such a quiet so quiet
and forgotten
let me forget myself
in pieces
a dormant sleep puts me to sleep
that slowly fades away
any dream
but don't wake me up
don't move
don't even rock me
I want to be just as I am
quietly
absent
like this
the journey I'm not taking
never reaches the end
it's far
far
so far
that suddenly you arrive
you shine and light up
in the color of oranges
you blush and stain
the mark's spot
in the soul of the light
of the shadow you pretend
and you don't let go of me anymore
longing
you want me so much
and if I remember
you affect me
you're inside me
around my heart
in my thoughts
too
and no matter how much I don't want
you want me well
and you unfold worlds in colors
and you lead me by your hand
captivating my body
my soul
the reason
only your presence
is what unsettles me
that other absence
hurts
like a past projects
that future that is gone
far
far
so far
that never ends
this restlessness
if you avoid moments
almost final
and you stay with me
even and always
a little more
you never leave me
longing
you never leave me