Era

It was time to find you in another bed,
To finally tear you away,
It was time to tell you to leave,
That I don’t believe your words,
That you don’t know how to be a woman.

It was time to miss you those months,
And justify your own rules,
It was time to think you love me too,
A slip is just an accident,
That you were also true to me.

Look how different the looks are,
Today as we sit down again,
Let me tell you, I was walking
Like a zombie, like a dead man,
Like a paper man,
It was like we were upside down.

It was that you’d take me to your place,
To see that spot again,
It was that we’d climb your stairs,
That you’d take me, that you’d bring me,
That you’d swear never again.

It’s not normal to feel what I feel,
So much love and hate at once,
It’s not normal to want to plant a kiss,
After your mouth has been dirty on another skin.

Come help me find my surrender,
I want to fall in love again.
Come, I’ll dig up my trust,
Or maybe we’ll never have those two things again.

Look how different the looks are,
Today as we sit down again,
Let me tell you, I was walking
Like a zombie, like a dead man,
Like a paper man.

Heal the wound you gave me,
God heal me, this is deadly.
Now is when you can redeem yourself,
Resurrect me slowly, it hurts to breathe.

It was time to really love you,
It was that you’d really love me,
It was time for us to... really love.