SORRY 4 THAT MUCH

Before you go away
I want to thank you for what I could live
You made me so happy

All this time together with you
Made me believe
In all the things they told me about you

Baby, if you never changed
I am no longer the one you found
After all, you pay me like this

I'm better off without you, that's how I stayed broken
From that party in Berlin, we only have the photo left
Mommy, don't cry for me, if you already have others
You weren't like this, you messed up what we had

What the hell was I thinking?
How did I not see that you were cheating on me?
And you, one mess after another
Me, regretful, not even smoking anymore

My buddies telling me to go out
Me at home just waiting for you
Damn, one doesn't trade a booty for the bros
It won't happen again, I swear to God

All the money I have with another I will spend
Baby, don't cry anymore, because we're going to end anyway
Baby, thanks for nothing, don't get sentimental
Forgive me for so much, I thought this was real

I'm better off without you, that's how I stayed broken
From that party in Berlin, we only have the photo left
Mommy, don't cry for me, if you already have others
You weren't like this, you messed up what we had

I declined you
I'm in the middle of partying and you start calling
Today I dreamed about you, but I dreamed you were leaving
Those indirect messages on the story, baby, don't send them anymore

Because I've spent another night without sleeping
But from the party I had
If I drink today, it's not because of you
Just parties and booze with the guys

Before you go away
I want to thank you for what I could live
You made me so happy

All this time together with you
Made me believe
In all the things they told me about you

Baby, if you never changed
I am no longer the one you found
After all, you pay me like this

I'm better off without you, that's how I stayed broken
From that party in Berlin, we only have the photo left
Mommy, don't cry for me, if you already have others
You weren't like this, you messed up what we had