Arrependimento

Why do the ones we love always leave?
Why don't they let you know when the time comes?
It hurts, it hurts, it gnaws, it gnaws, because they are far away, far away
Far away where we cannot see
Catch them, feel them, let alone have them

The pain is great inside my heart pha
My son died and he was here a short time ago
It was instantaneous, I don't know how it happened, pha
My son was born and soon died
I carried her in my belly for nine months
In the end this tragedy happens
God tell me what I'm going to do with

His name
His clothes
His room
His toys
His father, will I wait for him?
He! He! He was innocent he
I stopped my life to wait for him

My dear son, where are you?
Go back to mommy that's fair
I won't smoke or drink, I swear
I promise this if you return to the world
Could this be a consequence of my past?
For getting involved with my brother-in-law
It's not possible God didn't forget about it
Or are you punishing me for another reason?

I aborted my first pregnancy
I also had an abortion during my second pregnancy
Forgive me, but at the time I didn't think
I thought it was nothing when I looked at it

My parents talked and warned me
I listened, ignored and today I'm here
I want a child, I tried and I couldn't
I regret the happiness I lost

I've been married for 12 years
And I got pregnant after 4 years
I soon lost my son after 3 years
My husband and I have already confirmed
We live very happily and we have full plans
They were well-made plans to avoid damage
But my husband died after 2 years
Everything went upside down, including the plans

Before they said that destiny wanted it this way
In time I confirmed myself and do not argue
Because of my silence I lost my husband
After all, what does this destiny want from me (what... does it want from me)
Do you want me to stay like this?
Suffering like this
And slowly dying like this
But I own up to the mistakes I made
I deserve to be forgiven

I just know I regret it
For everything I've done
As soon as I got married as soon as I got married
I lost my husband
Some time later I lost my children
I want to start everything seriously
Don't tell me no no no

I need you, why did you go?
The void they left could not be filled
Your place is here near me
But you didn't understand, you abandoned me

But you're right, I didn't have time
I was just thinking about chilling
I already remember well
I just had to see a party and I didn't waste time

I ruined my life just to live moments, moments
And moments without my husband
While he was waiting for me

I was with friends
In fact, there were some individuals
But we both had
the same vices

I know I did something that is not done
But now that I know I promise I won't do it again
I missed the chance to give my parents a side
Moving forward is not easy for those who are far behind

Ha byala ha byi yakhi byo hohlota
Believe me, put your feet on the ground
We are in Mozambique
Don't want to live the dream without first making it come true
Because in the good part of the dream someone saw you wake up

I ignored the advice of those who gave me life
Now I feel alone and regretful
Behind suffering
That's where it's hidden
Looking for a way to recycle my life