Fraca

You can't imagine how much it cost me to record this audio
I recorded and re-recorded, the nervousness was so much
For a moment, I even thought about writing a letter
But I gave up
Mom, the pain was so much

With every page I turned, the notebook got wet
Because I was angry
And I wrote while crying
Anyway, if you're listening to this audio now
It's because for sure
I'm already gone

For sure you're listening to this audio crying
Sad and questioning if I didn't see another way out
In fact, you even feel like hitting me
But you can't, because unfortunately I'm already gone

No tick-tock, no zig-zag
I took my own life before life caught up with me
I was weak
I did nothing
I preferred to take a knife and stab myself in the stomach

I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
And I was weak

I'm sorry
Apologize me
I know I didn't do the right thing
But it was hurting me
I know they will call me weak
It's ugly to do what I did
I just wanted to give you at least one happy day

And I couldn't
And that's when I decided
Suicide would be the best for you
Since you had that accident
My life changed
Mom, everything was different

I saw you in a wheelchair
I didn't turn back
I went knocking on doors
And everyone just turned their backs on me
I was weak
I did nothing
I preferred to take a knife and stab myself in the stomach

No tick-tock, no zig-zag
I took my own life before life caught up with me
I was weak
I did nothing
I preferred to take a knife and stab myself in the stomach

I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
And I was weak

I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
I'm sorry, mom
I apologize, mom
It was hard to live like this
The pain was too strong for me
And I was weak