Ainda Tou Aqui

F.Milly's song 'Ainda Tou Aqui' is a raw and introspective exploration of his personal struggles and resilience. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of his journey through depression, loneliness, and the challenges of growing up in a tough environment. The opening lines, 'Eu tou sem plano / Não sei pra onde eu vou,' set the tone for the uncertainty and lack of direction he feels. Despite these hardships, he emphasizes his perseverance and determination to rise above his circumstances, as seen in the line, 'Desde que voltei / O game elevou,' indicating his return has elevated his game.

The song delves into the emotional toll of leaving home and the impact it has on his family, particularly his mother. 'Mama já não tou em casa / Mas ainda tou aqui,' reflects his physical absence but emotional presence. This duality is a recurring theme, highlighting the sacrifices he has made to pursue his dreams while staying connected to his roots. The mention of enemies celebrating his perceived failure and the women who feel deceived by him adds layers to his narrative, showcasing the complexities of his relationships and the misunderstandings that come with his lifestyle.

F.Milly also touches on the harsh realities of his upbringing, with references to poverty, crime, and the constant struggle for survival. 'Pobreza á saída de casa / Eu sempre vi,' and 'A minha vida dava um filme / Mas TV não passa desgraça,' illustrate the stark contrast between his dreams and the grim reality he faces. The song's introspective nature is further emphasized by his reflections on those who have passed away and his own battles with suicidal thoughts, 'Penso em suicídio, tipo cobain / No pain.' Through these candid revelations, F.Milly offers a glimpse into his inner world, making 'Ainda Tou Aqui' a powerful testament to his resilience and determination to overcome adversity.