Ainda Tou Aqui

I have no plan
I don't know where I'm going
I came back alone
No one helped me
With depression
And no one noticed me
Since I came back
The game has escalated

Mom, I'm not home anymore
But I'm still here
I had to leave the area
But I keep the neighborhood in me
Enemies celebrate
They all think I ran away
I have ladies calling me
Saying I deceived them

I'm at the level of the stars
Trying not to collide
I know some don't feel a difference
And for some, I'm already dead
I've seen those who left
And everything's fine here
Besides those who lived
Only God knows what I've been through

Mom, I'm not home anymore
But I'm still here, yeah
To stay away from the troubles
I gave up on you, yeah

Today I'm out of my hood
But always playing at home
I have Beira in my blood
It's always hunting season
Some from the neighborhood are in trouble
To ease the tension
My life could be a movie
But TV doesn't show misery

I always ate out of hours
Any time was lunchtime
Mom, today I'm not with you
But it will make up for the effort
If it's already bad to feel on the skin
Imagine feeling it in the bone
Today I dream of golden threads
But I've had the rope around my neck

Poverty at the doorstep
I always saw, yeah
The cops have a locked face
And we laugh, yeah
I grew up in litters
Without pedigree, yeah
I'm inside private weddings
Without ID, yeah

I'm on the street, in the race, I'm on the beat, yeah
Making hits because I'm hungry yeah
I want to be alone, don't want niggas in the clip yeah
I'm in the studio, and I turn it into a suite yeah

I have no plan
I don't know where I'm going
I came back alone
No one helped me
With depression
And no one noticed me
Since I came back
The game has escalated

Mom, I'm not home anymore
But I'm still here
I had to leave the area
But I keep the neighborhood in me
Enemies celebrate
They all think I ran away
I have ladies calling me
Saying I deceived them

I'm at the level of the stars
Trying not to collide
I know some don't feel a difference
For some, I'm already dead
I've seen those who left
And everything's fine here
Besides those who lived
Only God knows what I've been through

Today I have, yesterday I didn't
That's why I chase after much more
Mom, I know you're alone
Every time distance takes dad away
I would even give my life
For us to be like normal families
So many things forgotten
Believe me, they are real facts

I saw my uncle hiding plates in the wardrobe
That's a fact
I didn't even know what a room was
And yet he was already hiding things in my room
And I stayed silent
I pretended not to have noticed

My life is a cycle, Beyblade wheel
My fade is cleaner than the white my neighborhood has
My game, but the lady and the blunt, like no name, I'm flame
I think of suicide, like Cobain
No pain

I have no plan
I don't know where I'm going
I came back alone
No one helped me
With depression
And no one noticed me
Since I came back
The game has escalated

Mom, I'm not home anymore
But I'm still here
I had to leave the area
But I keep the neighborhood in me
Enemies celebrate
They all think I ran away
I have ladies calling me
Saying I deceived them

I'm at the level of the stars
Trying not to collide
I know some don't feel a difference
For some, I'm already dead
I've seen those who left
And everything's fine here
Besides those who lived
Only God knows what I've been through