Meus Pesadelos

I'm alone with my stresses without anyone to help me
With a lot of pending problems but you don't see me crying
Far from my family, the distance is hard for me
What will I answer if Kelvin asks me?
If Leandro questions me, what will I say?
Why the distance from dad? What will I reply?
But it hurts me inside, I'm the one feeling
The pain I still carry, seeing my nigga leave

Supreme Force forever, No one for life
That's blood family, not just mother's family
My nightmares are mine so I keep them with me
Sometimes I feel lost, don't know if that's the point
I know well what I want, standing still won't do
I fight for my dreams, don't know if I'll die tomorrow
I ask in the family, in the niggas, and send smoke in the air
Even if we don't succeed, we'll die trying (my nigga)

Thank God I haven't buried any supreme yet
Pain I wouldn't bear, our children have to dig
Our ground, grab the shovels and bury
It makes more sense this way, God has been listening to me
Keeping death away from all my friends
You took the big one, you took the panther
I buried them 7 feet under

They're in my heart, in my memory
Wait for me, I'm just making history
I grew up in the best corner ever, Elias Garcia
But it turned into a nightmare because of what I did
Selling drugs, me, nga, and dong
Counting money, living, running from the cops, sprint
We were being investigated, jail the next day
Today it's just a nightmare living in 120

Empty pot, rent overdue
Dad always far, mom always tired
Having was a party, not having was normal
No help in school, the whole family illegal
Friends with little, we give
December was sad, Santa never came by
Clothes from the market, sneakers from the Chinese

Fake from head to toe, same clothes until the end of the month
Mom earned 400, rent was 400
Difficulties plus difficulties equals suffering
Kitchen stocked with food that said forbidden sale
And given to improve my life
But here no one loses weight, food appears
That's how it happens, what doesn't kill strengthens
Going back to having nothing is one of the biggest fears
Tomorrow will be better, today I sleep earlier

Phone rings, it's the baby mama
She says Bruno needs money for the love
And it's in those moments that the street calls me
The devil wants to know the price of my soul
I tell the baby mama I'm out of cash
But I'm all fly, I'm all fresh
My money is counted
I'll pay for the studio but the rent is overdue
Damn, wait, I have another call on the line

Shé was my troop from the line
How are you do ma nigga? What happened?
The troop said Piconde died
Shé rest in peace ma nigga
And only God judges the nigga who took your life
No one escapes death, that's destiny
I just hope not to bury anyone, it's never fs (never)
And I'm locked in this castle of mine
Alone with my nightmares
And I'm locked in this castle of mine
Alone with my nightmares

I'm trapped in this castle
Can't even see a better future
It's me and my nightmares
But I know God takes care of me
Takes care of me