Rap My Life

How much time has passed already?
If I stop to count it seems like an eternity
How much will remain inside of me from that kid
Who didn't even reach 13 and hadn't learned to dream?

And I quickly learned that life isn't fair
Sometimes you have to bow your head and that frustrates
It hurts more to do it in front of someone you like
Than with any cowardly piece of shit who insults you

And I also learned that everything comes back and it's true
That karma doesn't forget even if it takes its time
I think about all those bad moments
And I toast with my past self smiling

Now they treat me differently, they talk to me in another way
I freeze this moment because I think it's worth gold
Deep down, it's not all that beautiful
20 thousand people, 1 stadium, and I still feel lonely

I think about that boy at the end of class in school
While I sign an autograph for a few followers
The one who has always had less value than values
Is the one they ask for photos today and has colorful hair

And sometimes I think about sending it all to hell
But my inner 'me' knocks on my door
And reminds me that I made a promise
That I'm so close
That I'm not going to break it no matter how much the rope tightens

When they insult me, when they criticize me
When they try to sink you because they need it
That's when I get closer to giving up
But I remember that even Jordan played bad games

By my balls, I keep going, by my balls, I do it
Thanks to my parents for lending me a hand
Every hug from my brother is another reason to keep going
I'll do it for you and above all for me

The road has been long and not easy
My life is a circle repeating in an almost
I've thrown away my watches and I know it's my time
If it's achieved without effort, it's lost and not valued

But tell me... Who's laughing now?
Downhill, free fall at over 200 per hour
And I live in a constant paradox
Where Force writes the lyrics and Manel tears the page

And this storm makes me think about what awaits me
I don't know if it's raining, if it's inside or outside
Asleep in the hotel, the plane, or the road
Stepping on the brake to not mess up my career

It's for the support I have that doesn't expect an answer
For the people who have one face and show it
For how bad we've had it in those days
For the dreams I fulfilled without knowing I had them